So, here we are, 5 months in (give or take)and I have gotten no further than I was 5 months before. Don't you just hate it when things that should be so easy turn out to be extremely hard?? Of course, some of you may be those annoying people that have everything fall into their lap at the exact moment they want it too so you will never understand the frustration. You lucky, lucky...erm...lovely people.
So...where do I go from here??
I hate doing the same old things week in, week out for little or no results. I'm so frustrated with it, I am so bored with it. Arrrrrrgh!
So, from here on in, I would like it noted on the record that I am handing this all over to God. Properly handing it all over to God. What I can't deal with, He can. Any prayers going spare would be appreciated, thanks guys.
It's a sold life
Sunrise on the back of an old life
Borrowed the style if the time's right
Cut all the ties in foresight
You're only slaving in your own mind
But still life makes your heart
It's a cold life
Died in the back of a landslide
Caught in the web swallowed your pride
If you're not certain then don't dive
The corner of your eyes the sunrise
I've lost more inside than the spirit that's died yeah
In my state of mind what I've got to decide
Here on in
Controlled types
Types that lay back and pay no mind
Constantly burning their own kind
It means more to me than to stay and fight
I've lost more like that than I care to right
I've lost more inside than the spirit that's died yeah
In my state of mind what I've got to decide
Here on in
I've lost more inside than the spirit that's died yeah
In my state of mind what I've got to rely on
I've lost more inside than the spirit that's died yeah
In my state of mind what I've got to rely on
I've lost more inside than the spirit that's died yeah
In my state of mind what I've got to rely on
I've lost more inside than the spirit that's died yeah
In my state of mind what I've got to decide
Here on in
(South - Here On In)
