I don't want to live and die for the treasure that they seek...

It always amazes me at how many misconceptions there are about Christianity. Like if you say sorry for anything bad you've done you're good to go. And people always say "So you could murder someone, say sorry and then it doesn't matter." People never think about the fact that you have to MEAN it. You won't get away with just saying it, you have to actually feel sorry. And even if you do repent and mean it, you still have to answer for what you've done. Judgement day applies to all.