"I feel so broke inside but I'll devote my life to loving you"

I felt soooooo awful when I woke up this morning. The first thing I thought was "I can't survive this." No matter though, I have to survive it. Maybe that's the best way...if I can't back out of it, if I'm trapped in this corner (albeit one I REALLY don't want to be in), then I have no choice but to get on with it (kicking and screaming all the way if necessary). Still...I hate feeling so crappy 5 days a week.

"I just need this

To be alright

I can't feel this

Another night

I can't take this

I've come unglued

I might break down

In front of you

Necessary to medicate

I'm not sleeping

Can't stay awake"

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.