I'm a Joyberry, get me out of here!!

Why is it that someone will say we don't get to speak enough, then be out when we have the chance? I know I'm being stupid and pathetic about this btw. I think, at the end of the day, I'm just jealous that he has a life! And I'm not as much a part of it as I would like to be. That's it really- I don't mind him going out at all, I just wish I was there to go out with him.